Today in the shower, I noticed I have stretch marks. I have stretch marks! I didn't get them with Benjamin, and after that pregnancy, I was relieved to have my old body back within a short time.
Now, the idea of getting my old body back is scary. I instantly felt grateful for these stretch marks. I hope they never fade. I like the proof on my body that I carried Lydia for 34 weeks, that Lydia was in fact here.