What if we got her out before her heart stopped beating?
What if I could tell she was in trouble? What if I was counting her kicks? What if I was paying more attention?
What if I could have protected her the way mothers are supposed to protect their children?
What if it was me instead of her?
What if she was just a figment of my imagination, what if she was never really ours?
What if she just came early?
What if I was still pregnant?
What if this never happened? What if I never had to know this kind of pain? What if our lives were normal, like everyone else's seemingly are? What if we just had our little boy and our little girl? What if my girl got to live?