I haven't listened to any Christmas music this year. I'm kind of in denial about Christmas since this wasn't at all the Christmas I envisioned. Much less the whole baby Jesus thing. And I'm not listening to the radio - do you know how many songs are about losing someone? A whole new connotation now. Instead, I made a playlist of songs that make me think about Lydie and I play it nonstop (with the addition of Thomas the Tank Engine music to please Ben every once in a while). Still, I heard this song, that Mariah Carey classic, always one of my favorites. Usually I love to sing it loudly in the car, especially with my sister. And I felt like I was going to throw up.
And that's it: all I want for Christmas is you.