Saturday, December 20, 2014

The rabbit hole of self-pity

I just counted.  I have 7 friends and one cousin due with their babies within a few weeks of Lydia's due date.  And now those babies are all coming, one after the other, being born ALIVE.

And I get sucked down into the rabbit hole of self-pity.

I keep hearing that this blog is impacting others, making them appreciate their loved ones more.  And I can't help but wonder: why does it have to be me that does this?  Why can't someone else make me appreciate my beautiful new baby and my cute toddler?

At night, I lay in bed and look to where the pack n play should be set up so Lydie can can sleep next to us. 

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